fluorescent moon

see you monday leggings, sweater&bag-goodwill, leather jacket-ebay, boots&scarf-etsy, collar-fitchbace
all secondhand cept leggings and collar

i thought it'd be perfect.  i thought you'd be happier than ever.  i didn't realize my faerie powers didn't work indefinitely.  that was the moment my feet hit the dirt and i realized i was like everyone else.  forever reading my way back to something that may no longer exist.  unsure of reality.  but the street lights and the echoing of the cars in the tunnels reminded me of something.  something buried deep in the catacombs of my brain...

the sun, moon, stars.  it's like their memory was written in braille on my backbone.  they always comforted me.  no matter how desolate things became.  to no longer see them now there may lie a true tragedy.

real loneliness digs deep in your flesh.  makes your lungs ache as they take in the next breath.  i sat quietly and watched him relive his tale... it was the hardest thing i've done.  he says he never felt lonelier in his entire life... than when he was in her presence.

wow...  when your blog starts sounding like the beginning of a sci-fi novel